Dear Luna, I’m Waiting

A few months ago, before I fully committed to freelancing, I interviewed for a job that I really wanted. I would be able to work from home, the hours were flexible, and I’m very familiar with their audience demographics. Basically, it was perfect. I made it to the second/last round of interviews and lost my freaking marbles waiting to hear the decision.

I didn’t get the job.

This morning I was thinking about the fact that having a stable job would make things a little easier for me as I start school. It would minimize the time I needed to spend hunting for clients and marketing myself across a million platforms. A steady income would clear up mental space that could be going to school work. I’d be able to streamline my attention.

After about 15 minutes of thinking about it, I took to one of the job sites I frequented during my previous job hunt. Four job listings in and I was stuck staring at my computer for a full minute.

They re-posted the job.

Now for a small detour:

I don’t really know how I feel about astrology and planetary effects on our lives. Sometimes some eerily relevant things pop up. Sometimes blatantly idiotic things pop up. Sometimes I think there may be something to it. Sometimes I think it’s complete and utter hogwash.

But I still check out the planetary happenings every once in awhile to see if I can gather further evidence in either direction; especially during the bigger cosmic events.

There is a full moon lunar eclipse tonight, which kicks of this eclipse season. I did some research on what the lunar eclipse is supposed to mean for us as a whole and me in particular. There’s quite a few summaries of what it’s affects are on the world at large so I won’t go into that (Plus this is about ME remember? Sorry) but after checking my horoscope on a few sites, there’s one thing that’s been consistent: my career is involved in this one.

As you can imagine, I was a bit freaked out by the correlation between that and my seemingly serendipitous discovery of that job re-posting. Admittedly, there are times where I REALLY hope the cosmos are playing some kind of part in what we have going on down here.

This is VERY MUCH one of those times!

I emailed both the lead content writer and the hiring director, expressing my interest in being re-considered (that sounds super professional, right? I’m a pro at being pro). That was at 9:30ish. It is now noon. I have been freaking out this entire time. You know how people bargain with God when they need something? I’ve been having a similar conversation with that infinite space we’re floating in. Specifically, I’ve been telling the universe that if it’s really the starry puppeteer that people claim it is, now is the time to prove it.


*Yes I’ll fill you guys in on how this all ends*


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